Whats my direction in life?
Dear diary today is the 15th of August, it have been 5 days since i last posted. I cant remember what happened maybe becos nothing is interesting. I've just survived another week of school and, this week - jammed packed tests. This is term 8, pass this term its 9. Week 10 term 3 ends. Term 4 starts a week later, 2 weeks later its the eoys. Okay, im feeling damn stress. 9 subjects, every teacher is rushing to cover syllabus. Chemistry like (idknow what), amath is like so many formulas (even mrsloke say its tough), biology more memory, physics no hope, english cant ace, chinese dropping, ss sucks, geog borderline, math like im lost too. I hate school now :(
I can say that term 3 i acheive the best results of the year. But im lazy to study again. Isit the tests are easier (idts) but my friends are acheiving good results too. I do update my scores, it seems Z. Can I reach top 10 in class? Lets not talk about the scholarship im supposed to get :( I feel stressed. I dont think anyone notice that im working hard. Results are proof, that contrast. No matter how hard i worked, im still struggling. And its like too late to regret anyw.
I hate it that you read my messages. Privacy, mind you. Im a ______, so? Sometimes when my friends say their whoever read their messages i'll always go "wth so rude" and i think "luckily mine doesn't". Spoke too early?
No one knows whats being that piece of paper, even me. Mood: ??? (Mixed). I've warned, this is a diary entry. I've taken away the counter, i meant i see no use when cbox can tell me how many views/day. My chest hurts, internal. Why/how?
