Sunday, August 10 @ 10:33 pm
I dont like where this is heading

Why cant we have the best of both worlds? We gain some we lost some. Not in the ratio of 50-50 but face it. In case you dont catch what im talking about. Im referring to the term friends. Friends are the oxygen. You really gain and lose huh. Not lost but drifted? Okay, idk what im saying. Im getting nowhere, but sucks.

Scratch. I recalled smthg funny. Ytd, the guys and I was playing one so-called game that we gotta end every sentence or whichever with a 'sey' or 'siol' or 'sia' and 'siol lah'. So Taufiq lost in saying 'sia' cos he always say 'siol'.

1. Eh now cannot say siol sia. Now is sia siol (pause) sia!
2. Eh siol lah very long lah siol lah. Can end with smthg shorter anot siol lah.
3. Laugh also must end with sey, sey. Hahahahahaha (pause) sey.


I know you dont geddit. I feel damn sian. I havent get birthday presents for people. I’ve been in a rut back and forth enough. Heart like the wheel. I dont want to hear people interfere. What do they know about what I feel inside? Skipping down a broken path, how long can I last? Please let me know where's the finish line :( Im feeling so negative like anything. I hope tmrw's a new day. A good day.