Empty hopes.

Okay, results are out and im disappointed. I didnt meet my targets for Amath and Chemistry. Suckzxzxzxzx! I havent get an A. I must get an A. Geography and Math please please please! Disappointed dammit, i sweared I studied. Like, I think this is the hardest I've studied since I started education. Yes, I went there. But stillllll, results aint that fab. Dno how Parents will react t it lah ): I hate myself fr making so many careless mistakes in Amath or I could've met my target! ): I hate Wilson for getting all A1 grades, practically allllll subs so far? I hate Jennifer for scoring good grades without studying and alwayssleeping in class. I dont like Xn and Stefanie for scoring well so all subjects. Damn im surrounded by smart people, im the dumbest among all. I predict my class position on mye report book t be: 35/40. Anyw, on the bright side: learning week is next week. Activities all long, no lessons.
(Im uphappy im gorging on rich chocolate cake.) Changed skin and im happy again. Tomorrow's a new day :D *Im working at m)phosis for 4 days during june hols. Sudden phonecall and request by my cousin. The process of asking was quite funny. She msged my mom "Ah yi, Jamie how old ah?" HAHA! Yay money yay clothes. And dad quite satisfied with my bio and amath results!
Dad: So is your results better than last term nowwwww?
Me: Yaaaaaaaaah.
Dad: And why is that so?
Me: Errrrr, i studied!
Dad: Yessssss. See I told you how much you put in is how much you gain.
Me: (smiles)
That makes me feel a whole lot better about my results (: