Monday, July 16 @ 9:06 pm
with fcukup-ness

I shall stop the countdown of my birthday cuz i dont even look forward to that day like the previous years. This year suck big time. All because of? NETBALL. I hateihateihateihate! ruin my life.

School was shitfcuk. Everything was shitfcuk.
I dont understand how i feel.
How can i understand people to understand how i feel?
Im selfish, yes.
I hate netball like shitfcuk and im not suitable to be an attacker. fullstop.
I cant go pesta sukan, final.

I didnt say it was your fault.
But im just gonna blame you for it.

Im feeling really stress/upset/depressed/angry. Or whatever negative emotion you can tink of. I wna find someone to talk about it. But my friends dont understand me AT ALL. Put yourself in my shoes can? Im not angry and feddup for no reason.

Science is pissssssssing me off when the deadline's wednesday. The slides are not done AT ALL. Im dead. deadmeat. I really dont wna go school. Im fcuktartly tired.

Im vulgar, so? Im like to use the word. F C U K. cnt izzit? cb.

Have you even thot of my feelings? everything was youyouyou and you! And i hate you for that! I cried like some shitfcuk business. Do people even knw? Do people even care? I care for you people okaay! I showed my care. Did you? Is pride really what matters? I wan nahjiayi! I wan my true friends back. I dont care dont care. I regret, regret all. Throw them all away. Im nothing, i betcha people wont even notice when im gone. ihateyoulikesomeshitfcuk!


REPLYING OF TAGS
SYAZ: Becuz it reaaaaally isnt nice? Yes, its true.
NURUL: Im more speechless than you. I really think that we shouldnt continue. I see no point. And i dont wna be so sad and do all sorts of stupid things because of him. Its dumb and more dumb.
HUISHAN: hahaha, nuer, i miss you too.