Wednesday, October 11 @ 2:24 pm
just an sms to spoil my day early in the morning. *i really appreciated it* thx.
i woke up with a swollen eye today. vision was blurr. -.- so i on my phone. glad to receive an sms. but then..wahlau! sarah smsed me. she told me she was going to school with nurul. okays..i wasnt affected by that AT ALL. so i thought, i go with huishan. but she asked me to go to school with him! wth. i already trying not to tink bout it lerhs after having a long msg talk with nurul, my new advisor. hahas (:
so i quite *toot* up liaos. so i went to school with huishan wads..waited for her at e busstop while listening to my mp3. she came without a hi but : whats wrong with you? -.- diaos! i know you can tell im sad but can you dun say it out? same to minpei. she said it and shermaine know. she keep asking what happened. haish. can i dun say?!
not as if i want it to happen rights? i thought i can be happy le lorhs. it was just a dream. so i've been asked by alot of people like why am i sad and blah3. why is it so easy to tell?! argh.. x) the paper today was okayy luhh. almost had no time for it. cuz the thing just bout reading and answering. i lazy to read. so MCQ i did damn slow. the also didnt understand the compre. haiyo..where's wu lao shi? i need her! i dun wan chen ying! my chinese deproving lerhs! ):
i tink the whole class agree with it. after school went out to eat. not really eat lorhs. i no appetite. so went home quite early. 12+? haish. audition keep disconnecting! argh. everything is just not going my way lorhs. si le suan le.
i went to meet ___ sort things out. get some advise from advisor. so i followed what she told me to. it did worked. but running isnt the solution. still owe ___ an answer. kept calling sarah after that meeting as i was damn down. i wish to talk to her. she didnt answer agn. loads of miss calls she received i tink. then on the way home, she called me back. i wasnt in the mood to talk. so she said she'll msg me later. still waiting for it. i know it wont happen. not the first time anyw. )): haish. xi guan jiu hao
为什么这种事情要发生在我身上?!我又没做错什么。太不公平了!