how i wish i could forget the past.
i thought i've forgotten already but i havent.
everyday just gets worst.
one after another.
what did i do wrong?!
what did i do to deserve this?!
i dun wan to cut anymore!
but its not in my control!
someone please help me.
i had enough of the cuts and slits ):
im crying every night. waking up with a swollen eye. Just because of? im sick of all this. why dun these things come to an end? thought of dying so everything would just end. And i no need to bear with all the troubles. Sometimes i just want to have a shoulder to cry on. I want to hug you and cry. you're alwaes not there fer me when u said u will be there...
