After school, i went to study with kaklin and baoxian -.- im a sec 1 student! hello~~ but it was not really studying. just wrote all my feelings out as usual. but the paper wasnt given to sarah lerhs. i will not tell her ANYTHING from now! i swear to that. she kinda knows maybe
alil too much!
so kaklin can tell that i was sad. she showed me her paper wich got e word 'smile' and a smiley face on it. hahas. i just showed her a fake smile. SORRY! i really cant smile luh. fasting is next month right? i shall join in!! woohoo!! i wanna slim down! im fat..sooooo fat!
gave her a letter today. dunno why it was directed to her (: just wanna clear some misunderstandings i tink. my dear closest senior.
she said that
she would be there. but
she wasnt there. i was disapponted in
her. i want to dedicate the song ' where'd you go' by fort minor to
her. i must make it a point. i hate backstabbers. i hate people who lie. okayy?! if its just a nobody, i dun care. but why must it be
her?!
she broke
her promise time by time. why is
she not there when i always needed
her the most?
she gave me empty hopes everytime i rang
her up.
I TINK OUT OF EVERYBODY'S CARE AND CONCERN. I NEED 'HER' THE MOST!okayy..i lied to you sarah. the 'you' and 'she' was the same person. i said it was not you. okayy. i lied. im sorry. but i was just angry at the time. i dun hate you. its true. in fact SARANGHAEYO<3
